The Stolen Necronomicon
I, Dr. S.P. Hong, Assistant Professor of Anthropology in Miskatonic University, set down the following not as literature, but as a record. Whether it will be received as confession or chronicle, I cannot decide.
Events beginning with a volume from the estate of Horace Holt of Boston, and culminating before my chamber looking-glass on October the thirty-first, have left me in a condition ordinary language describes imperfectly. I ask that any reader note the evidences still in my possession: a worm-eaten Latin Necronomicon; an anomalous leaf sewn into its binding; an iron key; and a glass which I have covered, and dare not uncover.
My lodgings stand west of the University, where elm roots lift the brick sidewalks. From my upper window I see the clock-tower and the haze toward the Rowley marshes. What followed seemed to take notice of these particulars: as if the house’s age and the salt flats were conditions under which certain older arrangements of matter and attention become briefly possible.
Holt had been attached to the Federal investigations at Innsmouth in the winter of 1927–28. His family had connexions to the Marsh interests. He died in a private institution whose name I withhold.
Kim, my assistant of many years, helped me catalogue his effects: salt-stained reports, photographs of the ruined waterfront, and letters bearing the University's seal.
Beneath these, wrapped in oil-cloth that smelled faintly of low tide, lay the book.
I recognised it at once: the stolen Necronomicon. I had seen it in the University's guarded cabinets. Holt had removed the authentic text, substituted a false binding, and carried the original away among his private goods.
What duty required of me upon this discovery was plain.
What I performed was nothing of the sort.
The Second Face
Examining the volume closely, I found the leaf now central to my misfortune — sewn into the rear binding with coarse thread, matching neither paper nor Latin. Holt's note said it came from a chamber beneath the old Order of Dagon Hall at Innsmouth. The masonry bore no familiar tool-marks, only stones set by labour indifferent to human scale.
At the leaf's head stands a device: a circle interrupted by three irregular strokes. Beneath, a caution inked hard: Take not from ye deepe places that which hath put on ye face of Man.
The body is written in no cipher known to me. Kim checked Trithemius, Borellus, and Mather beside me. None explained the script. Beside a mirror — an experiment I performed alone, with more boldness than wisdom — the symbols alter, and their reconstitution in the glass yields a clarity the mind receives as injury. The heading thus obtained: Of ye Second Face.
It treats of Yog-Sothoth — not as cult, but as coextensive with all time and space. The rite does not summon. It permits the operator to look, for breaths not hours — and registers the locality, and whatever stands within it.
Appended in a rougher hand: He that looketh shall have a Witnesse. And ye Witnesse shall weare that which ye looker most doth dread.
I ought to have restored the leaf to darkness. I did not.
Kim emptied my ashtray. When I lit another, her look said what she would not.
Afterward came disturbances: a pale reflection in Holt's photographs; salt on my tongue; the west wall sounding in dry weather; footsteps ceasing at my door though the street stood empty. I took these impressions for nerves.
On October the twenty-eighth I noticed a further line on the leaf. I could not swear it had been absent before: When ye Starres of ye Gate doe take againe their auncient Stations, speake before ye Glasse. Let ye Prisoner give his Name.
My Reflection Stepped Out
The new line's ink seemed for a moment to stand proud of the paper, as if on membrane rather than fibre. I returned the leaf to the trunk and did not sleep.
Kim found me at the charts past midnight and asked what I was hiding. I said the season's stars were wrong. She studied me a moment, then returned to her shelving.
On October the thirty-first the sky shewed the clarity the leaf had promised. My motives were neither noble nor clear: to expose the whole as invention, and to know whether the Gate were metaphor or fact.
I uncovered the looking-glass and read the prescribed words.
At midnight's first stroke the clock ceased. The mirror ceased to return the room, opening instead on pale revolving stars with doors opening and shutting in absolute silence. My image stood within — yet when it raised its head I had not moved, and when it smiled I had not smiled. Then the figure passed from the glass into the chamber.
It wore the robes of a pharaoh. Its hands were mine, down to my childhood knuckle-scar — but its face had a waxen regularity, and at the temples the skin was faintly translucent, as if flesh were temporary. It did not speak. I received no personality from it, only occupation: some vast intelligence folded into human outline, finding speech unnecessary.
The room receded without moving. Doors stood in a gulf beyond ordinary distance: through some, an older Arkham and a black still shore; through others, myself reading the leaf again and again; through still others, Holt and Innsmouth.
The fourth door shewed my chamber altered. A figure of myself sat by a locked inner door. On the floor lay an iron key. Curtains fastened. Mirror veiled. The visitant indicated it with my own hand.
The Warden Has Received the Key
From the apertures issued witnesses — four, each wearing my face. Beyond ordinary time they did nothing: did not arrange themselves, did not look to one another. Three stood; the fourth sat, gaze on the boards. Their chests did not rise. The lamp threw four outlines of unnatural fixity, as if light had been told to treat them as furniture.
One carried the Necronomicon. One the leaf. One a shrouded glass. When the seated figure lifted its eyes — mine without error — it whispered in my own voice: should it rise, the Gate would not close.
Then the visitant opened the final door. Beyond lay a threshold-state betwixt stellar deeps, where pressure from Outside leaned against the thinning world. Through teeth and bone came the cold instruction: to peer is to be registered; to be registered is to need a fastening; to need a fastening is to need a keeper.
Into my palm was set an iron key, moist as from a depth.
No promise. No command. Only the proposal: hold the threshold, or become the aperture.
My fingers closed.
I woke before dawn. The mirror was covered, though I had not covered it. The book was shut. The key hung at my breast. In this journal, in my own hand: THE PRISONER HAS ACCEPTED THE KEEPING. THE WARDEN HAS RECEIVED THE KEY.
Since then: knocking in the hall, measured and wrong — now less from the hall than from the shrouded glass itself, and more lately still from the wood of the inner door. Some letters resembled my script, dated days unreached. The trunk lid shifts a finger's width at midnight.
Kim laid the ordinary correspondence beside the letters bearing dates unreached. She copied each date before returning them. “If you will not explain them, I shall at least keep a record.” Then she asked why I kept the key. I gave her no answer I could defend. She kept her copy.
I tentatively named the visitant Nyarlathotep; it never named itself.
I have not destroyed the key. I have not opened the door.
The Room Changes When I Sleep
I have not uncovered the glass. I have not fitted the key to the inner door. Yet abstinence is not arrest: the transaction begun by looking continues without further consent.
A headache attends me — deep, rhythmic, behind the eyes — worsening when the key grows warm, worsening before sleep. Twice in one forenoon blood opened upon my lip over undergraduate essays. My days keep their outward shape. It is this continuity that makes what follows difficult to dismiss.
The first alteration was photographic. Among Holt's prints, a face at a window has multiplied into a street of watchers. Behind them the emulsion shews grown architecture — ribs of dark metal where chimneys stood. Kim obtained the Federal duplicates and required a comparison, print against print. Those plates retain the merely human desolation. Mine do not. She entered my account apart from the catalogue description. “Your interpretation is not the record,” she said, and would not let me merge them.
A half-tone shewed, for one scrutiny, a doorway upon black water. A lantern-slide bore the leaf's device in its margin. No student remarked the slide.
On November's second night the dreams declared themselves audiences: THEY THAT LOOK BECOME THE JOINING. THE LOCALITY AND THE GULF REQUIRE A SEAM. THOU ART THE SEAM. I woke with blood upon the pillow.
On the third night the west wall was no longer true: my carpenter's square shewed an angle the eye forgave and the instrument would not. Mrs. Hale below saw only clapboard.
After the fourth night, a rib of dark alloy emerged above the wash-stand. After the sixth, the floorboards took a dull sheen. After the eighth, the ceiling sank into a shallow dome. After the tenth, a closet door opened upon a brief metal corridor ending in a membrane that pulsed once, like a throat.
I tested wakefulness through one entire night with coffee and the Latin text. The walls held. At the first involuntary doze before dawn, a new rib stood behind the bookcase, and I woke choking on blood.
There Is No Elsewhere
I must return to the ninth night of November, when the tribunal ceased to be audience and became instruction — and confinement.
Sleep took me as a trap takes a foot. I floated. I did not stand or fall but hung in black immensity, arms drifting as seaweed, no finger answering command. Infinite space pressed narrower than any closet.
I was moving — drawn along a vector not my own, past suns swelling through wrong ages, until the stars thinned and ahead lay a darkness that occupied, as matter occupies, where the universe's permissions end. At its margin hung a creature whose least dimension spanned suns: angles, membranes, slowly turning lobes.
About that bulk the powers assembled. First Yog-Sothoth — not as figure but as the coextension of all times and spaces, closing like a sphere with no outside. Arkham's chamber was present. All Hallows was present. THERE IS NO ELSEWHERE FOR THEE. THOU ART ALREADY AT EVERY POINT OF THE JOINING.
Next the piping that is not sound, and at its heart Azathoth — formlessness beside which the star-creature seemed almost measured. The impulse came to destroy my sight against it.
I did not press. What stayed my hands was colder mathematics: a blinded Warden remains a Warden.
One by one the others took their places: a deep appetite dreaming under trench pressures; a teeming maternal darkness too multiple for single outline; a yellow royal attenuation; a masked presence I will not describe.
I petitioned for death. The permission was not given.
Only then did the talk begin.
The Worlds Are Already Meeting in Me
The visitant wore my outline among the masks and spoke without moving its lips. This was the sentence: LOOKING IS A CONTRACT. THE LOCALITY REQUIRES A SEAM. Sleep was the court; the chamber must fit both worlds; blood served the process. Death would deepen enrolment.
I woke upon the revising floor, hands cramped, the pillow ruined with blood. I have told this to no physician and no colleague.
Kim found me washing the linen and left a physician's card upon my desk. “You may refuse help,” she said. “You may not decide for everyone else.” I asked whom she meant. “Whoever must come through this house.”
I do not assert Arkham's citizens have visibly metamorphosed. What I assert is narrower: in glances too brief for challenge, the Innsmouth conformation settles upon familiar features. On the fourteenth, beneath the elms, every face in the lane wore the same watcher's look for three seconds. On my blotter — though I had locked the room — a fresh line in my own hand: THE KEEPING REQUIRES CONGRUENCE. THE WORLDS ARE ALREADY MEETING IN THEE.
In the cabinets Kim separated the commentators on fastening from accounts of invocation. She would trace what had been done; she would not prepare another experiment. I feared a witness might become a stitch in the seam. I told her nothing of the chamber. She did not mistake my silence for an answer.
On the seventeenth I woke to a chamber no longer primarily a chamber: alloy walls, and from the shallow dome descended ducts of pale cartilage. The inner door is still present. The key still fits — I have tested the fit without turning. I paced: twenty-seven steps where eleven sufficed. From the landing, the exterior was the same shabby clapboard.
In a brief blackout, the tribunal returned without the courtesy of sleep. A knock answered from the new corridor — incorrect in its pauses, as before.
I do not know which side is asking admission of which.
The Fourth Joint
December. Beneath the headache a question: what does the Warden guard, and from whom?
The alloy has taken the walls. The corridor runs a hundred and four feet, past empty alcoves, to the membrane — now wholly translucent. At its end stands the inner door. The same door: grain, hinges, lock all tested. I have been looking at the wrong side all along.
On the fourth, Dean Upham summoned me. Students had expressed concern — I had lectured with cotton in both nostrils, turning away while blood soaked through. He proposed a leave of absence, on half salary. I accepted.
On the sixth, in the alloy's dull lustre, my reflection shewed a fourth joint on every finger — slender, pale, bending with a small wrong hitch. I held my hand to the lantern: three joints, the knuckle-scar, the ink-stain. I returned to the wall. The reflection had four.
At the library I asked Kim for a tailor's tape. She measured my fingers herself, then made me repeat the measurements without seeing hers. They agreed. She dated her copy and kept it. That night I entered the figures in my margin. Next morning they agreed to the sixteenth of an inch.
By the ninth I saw it without reflection — turning a page, lifting a cup, pale as a fish's underside. Counted aloud, deliberately, it was gone. Looked away and back, it had returned. The gloves did not help. I could feel it flexing inside.
I did not sleep upon the ninth, nor upon the tenth. Upon the eleventh the body took the matter out of my hands.
The court had sent for me again.
The Warden’s Journal: Reboot EP9
I floated, as before — but in December the approach was faster, and closer.
It was made of bodies. Not corpses heaped as painters heap the damned: the bodies were alive, and they were being revised. I saw a heart moved into a throat, pulsing where the voice should be. When the thing tried to cry, it made only wet, rhythmic knocking. The knocking — I knew it. I have heard it through the inner door every night since October. There were millions, covering the creature as coral covers a reef.
The creature was not wearing them. It was composed of them.
Among the ranks was a hollow, oval and upright, sized for a standing man. Its wall bore a hand's impression — and in it I saw the knuckle-scar, the ink-stain, the pale fourth joint of every finger. It was empty. It had been measured to the sixteenth of an inch.
Then I saw, in the Gate's terrible simultaneity: within the creature's flank, a ribbed passage a hundred and four feet long, lined with oval alcoves, ending in a membrane — and beyond it, the painted-pine door, its scorch-mark and brass escutcheon.
The corridor is not in my lodging. My lodging is at the end of the corridor. The corridor is the creature's throat. Now I understood the empty alcoves.
The Outside was behind every place. Thin places were not openings. A creature this size required a door.
THOU ART NOT THE LOCK. THOU ART THE HINGE. THE WORLD HATH NO OTHER DOOR. IT HATH ONLY THEE. The revised were what would come through first.
Then the visitant was beside me, wearing my outline — but now I saw its fingers had the fourth joint, and did not trouble to hide them. It knew what I had begged upon November's ninth night. It laid its long hand, very lightly, over mine upon the key.
OPEN, it said, AND THOU SHALT CEASE.
The Revised Face
I woke standing, the key partly in the lock. I had not turned it — nor can I claim I refused, being not present to refuse. I withdrew the key. Beyond the door, the knocking stopped; many fingers scratched slowly down the wood.
At first light I went to the Orne Library. Kim had traced the marginal hand's catalogue attribution to a Paduan physician. “You keep asking how a gate is shut,” she said. “Find out what they called its keeper.” I searched the Trithemius until closing and found the passage. Beside the seals that impress themselves upon the sleeping keeper: the Warden does not close the Gate, but carries it. What lies beyond does not devour, but refashions. And the mirror is first.
I closed the volume and returned.
Mrs. Hale met me below: the vibration had shaken her mother's plate off the dresser. From the corner of my eye I saw a fourth joint on her fingers. I looked directly and counted: three.
Above, the looking-glass stood uncovered, the cloth folded neatly at its foot in quarters. I ought to have covered it at once.
I looked.
The room returned was mine — but he was revised. The fourth joint on every finger, the eyes a fraction too wide, a wrongness at the jaw. I raised my hand; it raised its hand. I took my own face and tried to push it back into shape — pressing, kneading, as a man corrects clay.
The headache struck; white glare blinded me. When I could see again I was kneeling, my hands full of blood. I covered the glass without looking. By touch, I measured my face: unchanged. But the ink-stained second finger of my right hand was a quarter-inch longer than on the sixth — longer than both our records. I measured it eleven times. The tape did not relent.
So the tape, too, has begun to tell the truth.
Episode 11
Upon December's twenty-first, the longest night, I dreamed — I label it dream, for I must — that I stood in my chamber with the key, and turned it.
It turned too easily. The door did not swing outward or inward. It opened through me. My breastbone parted; the revised passed through my chest.
They came as the tide comes: the revised, unhurrying, with the patience of things already arrived. Then the creature began to come through — not its bulk, which no man's door could admit, but its intention.
Mrs. Hale was upon the stair. Her fingers branched into the banister as the intention passed her, down through the hall, out into the snow. Then lights came on along Garrison Street — and every one of them, I knew, went first to a mirror.
The mirror is first.
In every window a man or woman stood before glass, trying to restore the former shape. And I saw that every correction fed it: every cut and pinch only taught the revision where the human had been.
Then I saw past Arkham: the intention going out along the Boston road and under the sea; at Innsmouth, the waterfront people completed their revisions gladly. Last the sky drew inward like a closing door.
That was the world, had the Warden opened it. No fire, no devil. Only the slow work of becoming contiguous.
Then the intention turned back — as a craftsman turns to his bench. Toward me. It did not make me coral. It made me the door: my opened ribs spread and fixed — the door itself, kept open and awake for ever where the world had been shut.
I woke.
Episode 12
I woke upon the alloy floor, and I was not alone.
Before the inner door stood the visitant — in the robes of a pharaoh, the long fingers undisguised. It did not move its lips. The voice came as before, my own turned slightly aside.
It said it was sorry I had been made to see the hell. It called the vision a threat I need not believe, and promised an end to the headache and bleeding. It held out one long hand toward the key, palm upward.
OPEN, it said, AND THOU SHALT CEASE.
I understood, lying in my blood: the vision was not a threat but a confession. Its promised cessation meant becoming the open door for ever. It trusted my longing for an end to overcome my memory of the doorframe.
I got to my knees. It took some time. The visitant waited, palm upturned, patient as the tide.
I did not turn the key. I feared becoming its passage for ever. Kim's words returned: whoever must come through this house. Mrs. Hale upon the stair; the people at their mirrors. My pain did not give me the right to offer them in exchange.
I said aloud, in a voice that broke like a boy's: "No."
It lowered its hand. Its jaw opened too far in what I could only call a smile; it inclined its head as though I had made the expected move. Then it stepped backward into the closed door and vanished. The knocking resumed, louder.
What does the Warden guard? The world, from He Who Refashions; from the visitant offering release; and most of all from the Warden himself — whose longing for an end is the creature’s ally.
Episode 13
I should like to end here, with the answer, as a scholar ends a paper. I cannot. The door had stayed shut. The change in me had not ended.
This morning, the twenty-second, I rose from the floor after the visitant had gone and examined the inner door by the light of the ducts. The keyhole was not. The escutcheon had closed over, smooth and blank, as flesh closes over a healed wound.
I put my hand to the key at my breast. It was not hanging upon its cord. The cord hung slack about my neck. The key had sunk beneath the skin of my breastbone; I could feel its outline, still warm.
The lock has not been destroyed. It has only moved.
I do not know yet what this means. I know that the headache, for the first time in two months, has lessened. The bleeding has stopped — though the pillow and shirt-front keep its stains. My fingers have three joints again; I do not trust them. I am weak as after a fever, and the weakness has a direction: inward, toward the breastbone, where something sits that was not there in October.
Kim came with fresh linen and found me dressing around the soreness. She set it within reach. “Tell me what you did.” I asked her to leave the matter alone. “No,” she said. I told her I had used the leaf alone, and that others might be endangered. “Then I need your account, not your assurances.” For the first time, I began.
A quarter of an hour ago, the knocking at the inner door ceased. After a minute of silence, it began again — softly, incorrectly — from beneath my breastbone.
Episode 14
I went out upon the twenty-third — no bread in the house, and Mrs. Hale's kindness has limits I will not test.
My boots were not the only sound. Behind me, thirty paces back, a second tread matched mine — stopping when I stopped, resuming when I resumed. I turned: the street was empty, but a second line of broad, spread-toed prints ran beside mine. At the post office lamp, a second shadow overlapped mine, with no man to cast it.
Then the watchers. A man upon the steps, in a coat too thin for December, who neither entered nor left. They wore the Innsmouth look. These were not glimpses. They were steady, and they were waiting.
Not my face. My chest. That is what they watched. The man met my eyes and laid two fingers upon his own breastbone — where the knocking now lives.
I bought no bread. The tread followed me home.
Mrs. Hale met me below: two gentlemen had called — foreigners, she thought. They left a card: ESOTERIC ORDER OF DAGON — INNSMOUTH. On the back, in pencil: We have waited long for a door that walks.
Kim read both sides twice. She asked Mrs. Hale what the callers had wanted, and wrote down her answers. Then she copied the card. “One account in this house is not enough.” She locked the street-door and drew the curtains. Before leaving for the library, she took her records with her. I asked her to burn them, still fearing what becoming my witness might cost her. She refused.
That night I watched through a gap in the curtains. Toward midnight they formed a silent ring about the house, faces raised to my window. I woke at dawn in the chair. The street was empty.
But the snow beneath my window had been trampled in a ring about the house — and from the ring, a single line of broad, spread-toed prints crossed the street-door threshold, climbed the stairs and stopped outside my chamber.
They did not lead away again.
The prints went under
Upon December's twenty-fourth, I corrected the account I had written at dawn. The prints had not stopped outside my chamber. In my first exhausted glance, I had failed to follow them.
They went under the door.
The latch was undisturbed. Across the alloy ran the same broad prints, wet with snow and something oilier. They crossed to the closet. Beyond it, through the hundred and four feet of ribbed passage, they grew faint but did not turn aside.
At the membrane they stopped: two feet together, toes forward. Upon its translucent surface, at the height of a man's breastbone, were two wet finger-marks.
No returning trail.
I believed they had passed through. I had not seen it. The distinction offered little comfort, but it belonged in the record.
Blood warmed my lip: the first since the solstice. I covered the closet and put the trunk against it, though what had crossed a latched chamber could scarcely be detained by luggage.
Mrs. Hale said she had dreamed of wet footprints and men whose speech sounded wet also. She had woken tasting salt.
Kim returned with comparison sheets; her independent packet remained at the Library. I shewed her the wet marks. She entered my explanation separately. Beside the sheets she left a Christmas pen. Its card bore my initials without the title; when I reached for it, she put it away.
At Christmas we compared Holt's papers with Kim's Federal duplicates. His photographs had changed; hers had not. The leaf had come from beneath the Dagon Hall. I had treated that as provenance. Now I read it as ownership: a page of their rite, lost after the Federal raids. My experiment had completed work they intended for another place.
Kim asked how an ordinary investigator would find the man who had taken Holt's effects.
I had used University correspondence I had no right to use, then signed the institution's receipt in my own name. She asked where that receipt would remain. I could answer her.
I had left the Order an address written in my own hand.
The place to cut
Earlier that Christmas morning, a woman had appeared beneath the elm opposite Mrs. Hale's door. Her narrow eyes and tapering head suggested Innsmouth. Yet she faced the wrong way.
She watched the men who watched us.
When the post-office man looked toward her, she withdrew into shadow. I could not tell whether she was an enemy of theirs or a more patient member. Kim entered her movements without assigning an allegiance.
On the twenty-sixth I returned to the photographs. An August 1928 plate shewed the post-office man upon the waterfront: the same thin coat, the same face. I had noticed pale gold at his throat during the Christmas watch. The plate caught that also.
Three years had left no visible mark upon him.
In November I had bled upon another plate, taken near the Dagon Hall. A pink stain had remained after I wiped it. I had put the photograph away.
The stain had spread into a hand, fingers open, its palm centred where the key lay beneath my skin.
I believed the photograph had supplied what their eyes could not: the place to cut. Kim copied the outline beside its date. She did not write that we had proved who had read it.
The footsteps before All Hallows returned to my recollection. They had watched before the rite. They had waited while the lock was fixed. Now it walked.
On the twenty-eighth the callers left an oil-cloth parcel: an Innsmouth tide table for 1932, its early January springs circled, and a drawing of a sternum. A cross marked the space between the fourth and fifth ribs.
Kim copied and dated the table and drawing before I burned the latter. She sent her observations, with our intended Library visit, to the Orne Library. I objected. She sent them. The tide table I kept.
Two nights later, the iron shifted sideways beneath my skin.
The bolt was being tested.
I could no longer mistake their courtesy for an invitation I was free to decline.
The walking door is taken
On December's thirty-first, Kim accompanied me toward the Orne Library. I meant to ask whether persons from the coast had lately inquired after Holt's University correspondence. I left Mrs. Hale a note promising to return by supper.
Behind the Congregational church, the light thickened. The key burned beneath my coat.
Hands took my arms. A wet cloth closed over my face, smelling of harbour-water and something sweet. I heard Kim call my name, then a struggle beside me. The hands upon me did not hurry.
I was bound, carried, and laid upon a surface that rocked. Someone pressed two fingers over the key and made a small satisfied sound.
Of the rest of that day, and all the first of January, I retain nothing.
I woke in an Innsmouth room, its single window shuttered from outside. Kim sat bound beside the cot. She was awake. The expression upon her face changed when I spoke; she looked away before I could name it.
The post-office man sat by the lamp.
He said they meant to free me. What I called hell, his people called heaven. Their altered faces were only a first draft; they wished He Who Refashions to finish them.
A door fixed in a chamber could not be taken to Devil Reef. A door that walked could.
I told him I would not open.
They had the words, he answered. They had the tide. They had the place to cut.
That afternoon was January's second. At dusk they took us through the Dagon Hall and down to a waiting boat. His attendants called him the Speaker.
Upon the reef a platform stood among lanterns. They laid me upon it and opened my shirt. At the platform's landward edge an attendant held Kim, her wrists bound. I saw her strain against the cord.
The Speaker poured a smoking liquid into an iron bowl.
Then he brought out the pale knife.
Three seconds
The congregation answered the Speaker as one throat. I recognised fragments from the leaf. Their principal was He Who Refashions; the ancient sleeper they honoured by another name was an ally, not the presence they meant to admit.
The knife touched my sternum.
At first I felt cold. Then the line became a parting, and blood ran toward my collar. The key's bow rose from its bed of flesh. The shank shewed. Its bit remained sunk in the lower bone.
I had not turned it.
The membrane opened along the cut for less than three seconds.
One of the revised came through.
It fell beside my head with a sound like wet cloth upon stone: too many joints, a face I will not describe, the knocking issuing openly from its throat. The Speaker regarded it with the joy of a man whose prayer has answered.
A revolver cracked beyond the lanterns.
Federal officers came over the reef's edge, with others whose faces resembled the congregation's. Among them was the woman from beneath the elm.
The Speaker raised his knife to finish the cut. She struck his temple with her weapon's butt. He fell across my legs; the blade dropped into the smoking bowl.
The revised thing scrambled over the reef and entered the water.
I saw it go. The rescue had not recalled it.
A man with a crooked Federal badge pressed sailcloth against my chest. Another Unsworn freed Kim's wrists; she took the cloth while they lifted me. Her hands shook only when mine found them.
Behind us the Speaker rose to his knees. Another shot brought him down. I did not see him rise again; I could not certify his death.
We were carried north and west in a boat. Beneath Kim's hands, wet with my blood, the key sank toward the bone, and the opening narrowed.
From within, the knocking had learned to hurry.
The kinder knife
I woke in a boarded house above an unnamed cove. My chest had been sutured, but the key's bow lay in a shallow pocket the stitches scarcely held closed. Pinkness spread through the gauze.
Kim sat beside the bed, beginning a fresh account: when I woke, and the intervals between the knocking. When I moved, she reached for my hand before reaching for her pencil.
The woman of the elm called herself Mrs. Waite.
Her people, the Unsworn, descended from those who had refused the Oath of Dagon in 1846. The Innsmouth appearance declared blood, she said, not allegiance.
A librarian at Miskatonic had recognised Holt's hand and learned that his effects had left the institution under my signature. He had written to them. They had watched from the week the lock moved.
They had hoped to approach me safely. The tide table ended that hope. They followed the boats.
They had seen the thing enter the water also. Kim asked me to record precisely what the blade had forced and what I had chosen. I had not chosen the opening.
The Federal man gave his name as Mallory. He had served at Innsmouth in the winter of 1927–28. He said I should live if the wound stayed clean.
On January's fourth, I learned that survival was still under discussion.
Mrs. Waite stood by the boarded window. Mallory sat at the bed's foot. An elderly librarian had joined them.
A living lock could be captured, persuaded, or cut, Waite said. A dead man's bone would close; the iron would rest; no will remained to turn it. They had rescued me to decide which condition made the world safer.
Kim asked who had seen a dead Warden's door remain safe. She could not guarantee me harmless, she said. Neither could they make an untested death into proof. The librarian looked at my bandage.
They had not decided, he said.
Beneath the gauze came two measured knocks, a pause, and two more.
The people who had saved my life were considering how gently to end it.
The eye on this side
Upon January's fifth, the knocking answered itself.
One pattern came from beyond the wound. Another answered upon this side, softly, as though what had escaped were learning the same latch.
Caleb Webb brought two flounder from the pools below the cove. Each had an extra hinge at the fin. He had seen faces beneath water that lay glass-still despite the winter weather. When his net entered, the faces vanished. The fish remained.
The mirror is first.
The cell had gone into the largest mirror in the world.
That afternoon the Unsworn debated my death. Mrs. Waite and a former Federal named Cole favoured it. Mallory objected to killing a man for what he might do unconscious. Hattie Prentice and Caleb asked for time.
The librarian admitted there was further reading concerning a Warden's corpse. He asked for a day.
Kim set down my account of the earlier refusals beside what she had seen upon the reef. The cut had opened me, she said; I had not agreed. She would not permit those entries to become one.
They prepared a truck and laid powder beneath the shed. Caleb kept watch, turning an unplayed harmonica in his fingers.
Later I woke to Waite's ordinary steel knife above my bandage. The librarian caught her wrist before the point entered. He must set the further reading before us first.
At twenty minutes past eleven, Caleb's harmonica struck the porch boards.
A familiar voice spoke outside.
The Speaker stood in the snow, his jaw altered, his fourth finger-joints undisguised. What came through had taught them, he said. They no longer needed to cut me living upon the reef.
They wanted the body that could no longer refuse.
The cove's glass had found us for them.
Waite shot him in the shoulder. He stepped back and smiled. She ordered us to the truck.
The argument would continue only if we escaped.
The road takes Caleb
Cole fired the powder beneath the shed. Through its light I saw men moving toward us with more elbows than their coats required.
Caleb carried my weight to the truck. Hattie cranked it; Mallory climbed behind with the Thompson. Kim pressed my hand to the dressing, then braced herself in the truck-bed behind the cab while the librarian gathered his satchel.
Cole remained at the house long enough to fire a second charge.
The walls lifted. I last saw him in the scrub, shooting at a figure which continued forward with empty hands.
He did not join us.
Motor-cars appeared behind the truck. Waite directed Hattie toward the coast roads: the inland way, she judged, would already be watched. Mallory fired in short bursts. One pursuing car overturned. Its passengers got up and followed on foot.
Another drew alongside. In it sat the Speaker, shoulder bound, the iron bowl upon his knees. He dipped two fingers and wrote upon the air.
Heat folded me against the bench. The knocking became pressure from both sides.
The librarian told me not to faint. The bolt might take instruction without me.
From behind the cab Kim called my name until I answered. When my voice failed, she called again. She did not let my silence pass for sleep.
Caleb put down my weight and climbed across the gap between the vehicles with a hitching-strap. He caught their forward post, gained the running-board, and fired into the revised driver's head.
Their car went into the pines.
Caleb tried to return. A wound in his side, the speed, and the snow brought him into the road instead.
I shouted for Hattie to stop.
Waite would not permit it. Stopping would give them the door.
In our tail-lamp I saw Caleb kneeling, his harmonica spilled beside him. He shook his head once toward us, then faced the approaching car with his weapon.
The bend took him from sight.
It was the first hour of January's sixth.
Through the glass harbour
Toward two, the tyre failed. Steam from the radiator marked our position more plainly than lamps.
We abandoned the truck near the Rowley railway cutting, taking weapons, the librarian's satchel, and what powder remained. Mallory carried me when my legs failed. Kim kept the binding tight beneath my coat.
An old handcar waited under tarpaulin. Hattie and Mallory worked its beam.
We went toward Innsmouth.
Waite explained the choice: the inland roads were watched; a Federal remnant still observed the harbour from Plum Island; and she would see what the water had become before voting again upon my life.
A pale light followed along the rails.
It belonged to a revised figure carrying a chain. Its feet scarcely touched the sleepers. Mallory's bullets checked it without stopping it.
At the freight platform we left a powder charge beneath the handcar and fled into the shed. The blast destroyed our transport. It bought the ladder, the loft, and the roofs beyond.
The Speaker emerged through a hatch ahead, still carrying his bowl.
Death, he told me, removed the last refusal. His people had read the books our librarian withheld.
Waite fired through the bowl.
The liquid spread across the tar. Snow drew inward around it, forming pale ribs that breathed.
Hattie shot the Speaker through the chest. He fell into the hatch. His attendants continued. One caught Mallory and drew him toward the eaves.
I fired the shotgun into its upper joints.
The recoil opened my sutures. Kim caught my coat as my knees gave; Mallory, freed, took my weight. Behind us the breathing snow spread from roof to roof.
We descended through a broken skylight and ran for an Unsworn dory.
The harbour lay flat from wall to wall, though the wind should have raised waves. In its reflection, faces looked upward where no faces stood upon the shore.
The librarian brought his satchel into the boat.
Waite told him to open it.
The keeperless door
The book was narrower than the Necronomicon, bound in black calf and closed with a brass hasp.
LIBER CUSTODUM. The Book of Keepers.
The librarian said he should have shewn it sooner.
A Warden's door remained shut when he died. But bone and iron had not supplied the keeping. Refusal had.
His corpse remained a door, shut but keeperless. Whoever possessed it held a threshold that could no longer resist being opened. Meanwhile the office passed to another looker, leaving the old door behind.
Waite's knife would not have ended the danger. It would have removed its resistance.
The librarian had known since the week the lock moved. He had withheld the rule while considering whether Miskatonic might secure me among the other bodies it guarded.
Kim asked him to distinguish what he had doubted from what he had chosen not to tell us. He did not call the withholding doubt again.
His scar had come from a hill where three University men had burned a horror in 1928. At last I knew him.
Dr. Henry Armitage.
Waite listened with the rifle across her knees. Then she ended the vote. We would keep me breathing and refusing.
I read as Hattie rowed.
One entry recorded a Warden lost in 1826 or 1827, near the time of Obed Marsh's return from the South Seas. If that body had reached Y'ha-nthlei, the Order already possessed a keeperless door.
Why then had they needed me?
Armitage's pencilled hypothesis answered cautiously: the old door might lack a latch that could be taught. The walking one could receive instruction.
They had needed the three seconds.
Now they had them.
Far behind, Order boats left the shore. Beneath our dory something pale moved under the glass as a hand moves under a sheet.
The water did not need the Speaker to find us anymore.
The government buys hours
We grounded upon Plum Island toward nine. At the Coast Guard shack, Mallory showed his crooked badge and had the young sailor telephone Boston.
Innsmouth was open again, he said. They should bring what they had brought in 1928, and more.
Waiting cost blood. By noon the shack's pane returned a face with the wrong jaw. I broke the glass with my glove. Armitage held my wrists while Waite poured spirits into the wound, and pain restored the room.
Kim remained beside me. When the others spoke over my head, she made them wait until I could answer.
Toward three, cutters appeared. Federal trucks reached the mainland. Their guns took the Order's boats; charges raised columns of water over Devil Reef.
The harbour's glass broke into chop, then settled flat again in patches.
The government knew cultists and missing sailors. It did not know what had entered through my chest. Its force made room for escape, not certainty that the thing had been destroyed.
Waite would not let us remain to become collected witnesses. Under cover of the bombardment we crossed to the mainland and went inland.
There I asked Armitage whom he feared might inherit the office.
A person near the revising chamber, he said. Hands upon a newel post. Salt tasted after a dream of wet footprints.
Mrs. Hale.
He had not chosen her. He feared she had already begun to look.
Near Rowley, an Order party cut our path. They offered no courtesy now; they reached for a body to carry. My shotgun drove one away and tore the dressing open again.
Hattie's shawl and Armitage's scarf became the new bandage. Kim held the ends while Mallory bound them.
A Federal truck nearly took us for the enemy. Mallory's badge gained us passage to Ipswich.
Behind us the guns continued.
Ahead, upon Garrison Street, a woman might be looking into a glass without knowing what waited for her.
A third direction
At Ipswich, Armitage pressed the Liber Custodum into my free arm.
If the authorities took him, he said, the register must not disappear into a Federal crate. I was to read its last leaves, and the names he had underlined.
He would remain to prevent the official account from requiring my quiet death. He would also telephone Garrison Street.
A neighbour's message had reported a cold gleam from my upper room: light travelling where ordinary lamplight should not travel. If Mrs. Hale answered, he would tell her to leave and cover every glass.
He went back along the platform. Steam concealed him.
I did not know whether he reached the telephone.
We took the evening local toward Newburyport, where Hattie had a cousin willing to shelter the Unsworn. Kim sat beside me, keeping the book from sliding when the carriage jolted. Hattie slept against Waite. Mallory watched the door.
For a moment the window returned the harbour instead of the winter fields.
Under its black surface an altered face regarded the exposed shape of my key. The water was miles behind us. Its attention was not.
In the Liber, an addendum dated January's fifth reported Order divers raising an oblong wrapped object from the deep. Its dimensions agreed with a secured Warden-frame.
A report, not certainty. But if it was the lost body, the Order now held a shut, keeperless door and the eye which might teach it.
Armitage had underlined a contingency. He had not named it to Waite or to me.
Kim turned back the page I had tried to pass. The report named dimensions, she said, not an identified body. I restored the qualification before reading further.
In the Newburyport cellar, another knock joined the two I knew.
It came from a direction the breastbone could not contain.
Toward Arkham. Toward Garrison Street.
The living transfer
We left Newburyport on the night of January's sixth. Waite meant to reach an Unsworn hold beneath the old Gilman warehouse. Federal eyes watched streets and water. The older ways lay underneath.
Kim walked beside me through the farm tracks, carrying the Liber when the weight pulled at my wound. We avoided the road where Federal trucks passed. Mallory kept his badge hidden.
At a ruined cooper's yard, Waite knocked upon a concealed hatch. The answer came from below.
The hold received us with broth and linen. Elias Marsh tended its beams; Ellen Hoyt knew the private stairs; a boy called Bram watched the dressing as though it might burn him.
Waite told them the new doctrine. The professor must remain alive.
I read the words Armitage had underlined.
Traditio speculi. The living mirror's transfer.
A Warden who still refused could pass the office through glass to a chosen looker, if both consented and the old keeper survived. The office could be moved. It could not be destroyed.
In the margin: If Hale—
I closed the book.
The pressure behind my eyes worsened. Lamp-flames grew haloes. Blood ran from my nose. My fingers sought their forbidden fourth articulation; counting held them human for a little while.
Kim wrote the order in which the signs appeared. I tried to tell her the bleeding was familiar. She pointed to the new sequence.
Sleep took me beside her.
In it, the chamber unfolded into an underground passage. Still-water pans returned altered faces. Hand-shaped niches admitted three joints and closed upon four. Three knocks competed; only my own refusal's pattern opened a seam. A verse required reading as keeper, never as guest.
At the end, the passage folded into a craft's ribs.
I woke with the Liber open beneath my hand.
Mallory was shaking my shoulder. Kim had risen beside me.
Waite's rifle pointed across the room, toward Hattie.
When the Warden turns
Hattie had bled in her sleep.
Her jaw carried a greenish tint. Slits opened beside her throat; a fourth joint bent inward when she wiped her lip. She looked at the hand with an attention I had never seen in her.
She could hear them, she said. They were correcting. The professor's door had taught the water; the water taught them.
Then she addressed me in the Speaker's courtesy.
I need only stop refusing.
Waite shot her shoulder. Mallory's shotgun struck her side. She came on and caught my bandage. The key burned.
I pushed the Liber's brass hasp against her throat. Waite struck her temple; Mallory dragged me back. Kim held the torn dressing while men of the hold carried Hattie into an inner chamber and barred it.
The knocking continued behind the timber.
Waite touched the blood upon my upper lip. The same marks were on me.
A dead Warden left an unresisting door. A revised Warden would become a living corridor, instructed and willing to open.
I told them what I had read of the mirror's transfer. It required a choosing looker and refusal held through the passage. It was no warrant to hand the office to an unsuspecting landlady.
Bram turned while we spoke. Ellen followed. Elias reached to help and was taken into the same fever. The inner door cracked; what had been Hattie came through.
Waite's left fingers hitched. A green thread moved along her jaw. She put her knife to her own throat.
Mallory caught her wrist. We needed the only map the tunnels respected. His lesser Innsmouth blood might give him longer; it did not make him safe.
She lowered the knife.
Her eyes met mine. I understood what she would require if she ceased to refuse.
Kim's fingers still counted three; she had no green trace. I could not know how long that would last. She took the Liber as Waite led us into Marsh-gut.
Behind us, the refuge learned the congregation's tread.
The passage counts hands
The Marsh-gut brought us to water standing in shallow pans between the bricks.
No wind reached them. Every surface was still enough to return a face, and none returned the face correctly.
I told the others what the dream had taught: take the brick edges. Do not step into the offered reflection.
Waite went first. Mallory followed. Kim kept beside me where the passage allowed, and immediately behind when it narrowed.
An Unsworn woman reached the chamber after us. Waite spoke her name once: Ruth.
Ruth placed her foot upon a pan. The reflected face rose through the boot; green spread up her leg. In three breaths she stood taller, her limbs arranged anew.
She thanked it.
Mallory's shot drove her into the water. The surface closed without an ordinary splash. Knocking continued underneath.
Beyond the pans, the corridor had my chamber's proportions. Niches opened in its pale walls, each shaped for a hand.
Waite used her right. The niche accepted three articulations. Mallory passed. Kim followed without the wall closing upon her wrist.
My fingers wanted the fourth joint.
The niche tightened. Light ran through the ducts, back toward the people pursuing us.
Waite told me to count.
Three. Three. Three.
The hitch withdrew. The wall released me, but its light did not wholly die.
We crossed seven such stations. At the last, the joint bent before I could arrest it, and the niche took a strip of skin. Kim bound my hand with a torn piece of cloth while I watched the pale signal travel ahead.
A revised pursuer put its corrected hand into a niche behind us. The wall closed and remained closed.
The passage had been made for keepers, not for what kept coming after them.
Yet every failure of my hand had announced us.
The route offered protection only while I could still fit it.
The keeper does not invite
Three passages met in a chamber where sound returned with an intimacy no wall should possess.
My refusal's knock answered from near my chest. Another rose from below, wet and patient. From the west came the third, bearing the impossible nearness of Garrison Street.
The dream had warned me: answer that line and the office might pass into an unready looker. I could not reconcile that threat with the consent the Liber required. I would not test the difference upon Mrs. Hale.
Kim held my wrist while we listened. One answer followed the pulse beneath her fingers.
'Which of them waits for you?'
I compared them again. My own pattern returned from the near walls. I told Waite to match that only: twice, a pause, twice.
She struck it with her rifle-butt, ignoring the urgent western answer. An eastern seam opened.
Beyond stood a lectern, with a leaf bearing the verse I had read in sleep. Waite reached toward it. I stopped her.
The keeper read to refuse. The guest read to enter.
I placed the Liber beside the leaf.
“I do not invite. I keep. I do not open. I say no.”
The leaf went blank. The farther knocking hesitated. Behind the lectern a descent opened.
We went down as the pursuers reached the chamber above and began answering the wrong pattern.
Images moved in the walls: the lost body attended in wet wrappings; Mrs. Hale covering a glass, then uncovering it; the Speaker thinning as another will used his mouth.
The creature's cell was not merely its servant. He Who Refashions looked through each revised eye.
I saw again the living transfer: glass, a consenting looker, refusal maintained until the office had passed. Choosing distinguished it from the trap.
If we survived, I said, we must reach Mrs. Hale before she looked further.
Kim kept close as the descent widened.
The descent opened upon something larger than the town's foundations could contain.
The key seated on no
The space was a hull.
Its ribs stood at the intervals I had measured in my chamber. The curved overhead, the ducts, the alcoves: I knew them before I knew what they composed.
My lodging had contained a piece of a larger craft, set into an ordinary house. Innsmouth's foundations had grown over the parent structure. The town had worn it without admitting what lay beneath.
One alcove held empty wet wrappings shaped for a man. I thought of the lost Warden; I could not prove he had lain there.
At the far end stood an INNER DOOR. Before it waited a plinth with a seat for the key.
The iron under my dressing grew hot. From the Garrison Street direction came a violent answering knock. For a moment I felt the office pull toward an unprepared looker.
I refused that also.
The altered people poured from the descent. Mallory covered us while Waite led the run along the hull. Kim kept the Liber against my chest when the changing floor robbed me of balance.
I reached the plinth.
To seat the key would activate the craft. To turn it open would make the corridor they desired.
My fingers hitched. My left hand closed upon the bow and began to rotate.
Behind me Hattie's changed voice offered an end to the counting.
Waite called me back. Three joints. Count.
Kim put my measured hand against her own and waited for my answer. Waite gripped my wrist with three distinct pressures. Mallory kept firing.
I counted.
The turn stopped.
I tore the dressing and freed the bow from its shallow pocket. Then I seated the key as keeper: pressing to hold, not turning to open.
I said no.
Light filled the ducts. Beneath my feet, the floor became a deck.
The INNER DOOR remained closed.
Then the building above us began to shake.
The craft leaves the town
Brick fell first. The hull drew a breath through its ducts, and my ears stopped against the pressure.
Cellar beams tore from their sockets. Through a widening seam overhead I saw Innsmouth's underside peeling away. Cobbles hung for an instant, then fell toward streets no longer beneath our feet.
A Federal truck diminished below us. Men pointed. One fired upward. The rounds reached nothing that mattered to the craft.
For a little while the shed rose with us, frost still upon its tar. Then its outer walls separated from the ribs and tumbled into darkness.
The thing underneath stood free.
There was no engine-roar: only a soft, continuous whoosh, and angles along the keel for which I had no chart.
Hattie reached the plinth.
What remained of her mouth had moved to the brow. It knocked against the seated key. Waite fired her last cartridge into it, and the body fell into an alcove which closed.
I did not know whether that confinement could hold what used her.
Others had come aboard. Their tread travelled in the ducts behind us. Mallory's shotgun was empty.
Mallory stood at the oval which had been a loft-window. We were no longer over Essex County, he said.
Kim remained beside the plinth until I could release my weight from her. Then she steadied the Liber while Mallory's coat-strap secured it upon my knees. When I thanked her, she only checked the hand she still held.
My nosebleed had slowed; the headache remained. My fingers counted three joints only when I insisted. Waite's left hand still hitched. Kim's were unchanged when we checked them. That was an observation, not immunity.
The key was seated. The door was shut. Neither fact had ended the office.
From my sternum came the quieter knock, keeping time with my pulse. From the ducts came the other pattern. The Garrison Street line answered from a direction that was no longer simply west.
The craft climbed.
It had not yet landed.
The Third Knock
January, 1932. The climb lasted three days by Mallory's watch. We had neither food nor a sky by which to correct it. Mrs. Waite divided the last water among the four of us. Kim drank her measured share beside me, her hands shaking with cold. When the ducts sweated a milky bead, Mrs. Waite struck Mallory's hand away.
The near knock remained beneath my breastbone, matched to my pulse. The far pattern travelled through the aft ribs, where the revised congregation had withdrawn. From a shuttered alcove came another sound: irregular pounding, weakening each day.
We did not answer until it changed to five light raps, a pause, and two more. Mallory recognised a barber-shop refrain.
Mrs. Waite knocked twice, paused, knocked twice, and pressed the membrane. It opened upon two men.
Sergeant Francis Dunleavy had joined the second Federal action at Innsmouth. Agent Walter Pruitt, twenty-four, carried a press camera, foil flash-lamps, and small bottles intended for evidence. Following the congregation below the cooper's yard, they had entered the hull before it rose. The alcove had closed upon them.
Dunleavy recognised Mallory, whose warning had brought the Boston detail out on the sixth. He supplied shotgun shells, gave Mrs. Waite a revolver, and shared his remaining water among six. I declined a weapon. My forefinger had leaned toward its trigger before I decided anything.
Pruitt saw the station first: a whale's skeleton with a cathedral grown over it. Its ducts were dark. Our craft approached without instruction and fitted a recess in its flank.
The key went cold.
I put my palm upon my chest. My heart continued. The near knock did not. Aft, the far pattern had also ceased.
I pressed the seated bow and refused the station. Nothing answered. Whatever had brought us here had interrupted both sides of the argument.
The Living Passage
The six of us entered because the craft would not leave, our water was nearly gone, and I wished to learn what had silenced the latch. I made the rules: remain together; use only doors answering the near knock and a flat palm; turn nothing; touch nothing wet.
Before we crossed, Mallory examined Hattie's alcove. It was empty. A dried smear climbed from its lip into a duct leading toward the station.
The socket opened to my knock, though none answered beneath my sternum. Beyond lay cold air and walls healed over ancient wounds. In their transparent ducts a black fluid stood motionless. Kim thought the silence might mean less danger here.
Frost appeared beside us in the shapes of human palms. Farther along, the fingers acquired a fourth joint.
Mrs. Waite's breath warmed a disc in a niche. The dock filled with tall pale makers, working at membranes, passing through our bodies without resistance. Pruitt photographed them. In the flash they thinned; afterward one turned toward us, a beat late.
“If it is only a record,” Kim asked, “why did it notice our light?”
The disc cooled. The makers vanished. The past had appeared to answer a present action.
A healed passage forced us into a narrow tube. Mrs. Waite knocked and pressed before entering. I followed Mallory, pushing the Liber ahead. Kim followed me. At a bend the walls contracted around my ribs until I could not breathe.
They released. We advanced during the intervals.
Dunleavy stuck behind us. His voice, which had filled the craft, became a child's. Pruitt talked him through. All six emerged; Dunleavy lay weeping upon the floor.
The next gallery held hundreds of open cradles. Most were empty. In some stood dried makers, their unfinished revisions rooted into the walls.
Pruitt began photographing them.
In one flash a husk stood with its arms lowered. Several flashes later, its hand rested upon its split breast. Another turned its head toward the light.
Mrs. Waite stopped the camera. We walked on without looking back.
The Keeper Who Yielded
Near the gallery's end, a dead maker held a clear lens. Our lantern warmed it, and the empty cradles filled with their former occupants.
Beyond them a small world turned. A pale growth spread across it, branching until the world had become one living structure. I recognised the pattern from my dream of Arkham upon the longest night.
The makers watched without intervention.
“Quarantine,” Mallory said.
The lens cooled. The world and its watchers disappeared.
My nose had bled since the crawl. At the next arch a headache drove me against the wall, and I steadied myself with the hand I had used to wipe my mouth.
The wall absorbed my blood.
What followed stood within me. I saw the station before its scars, its thousands of makers, and at its heart a keeper seated upon a plinth, one long hand pressing a pale key. In their cradles the others sustained its refusal.
Breaches opened and healed. Ages passed.
Small craft departed carrying pieces of the station: chambers, seats, door-frames. Upon a blue world without cities, the makers planted one chamber beside a cold sea. I could not name the coast. Its proportions were those of my room on Garrison Street.
Then the keeper lifted its head and turned the key.
The ducts darkened from the heart outward. The makers left their cradles, revising as they walked, and passed through the opened door. The slowest remained where we had found them, unfinished.
Something regarded the abandoned station from an immeasurable distance. It passed on. No one came to recover the keeper or its people.
Mrs. Waite pulled me from the wall. Kim had seen my hand adhere and my body fail; she had not seen what I had seen. I told them.
“They had a Warden,” I told her. “It said yes.”
I had believed the office an affliction of my own small history. The chamber on our coast had been planted before there were men to enter it.
The Specimen
Beyond the gallery stood a hall arranged for an assembly. Its seats included basins, perches, tiny cells for a swarm, and a niche the height of a church. The Liber's Latin looked childish beside the inscriptions upon its walls.
I knocked upon the central column. The hall filled.
The makers occupied one tier among many kinds. Above them passed fleets of ribbed craft. I had thought the station ancient and terrible; here it appeared a minor outpost of an arrangement I could scarcely perceive.
A maker carried a great jar down through an arch. Pruitt followed when the image faded. We went after him, since I had forbidden separation.
The lower room held membrane vessels filled with black fluid. In the largest floated a figure shaped like a young man, perfect in every proportion, its eyes closed. I wept before it without understanding why.
Pruitt opened his penknife. He wanted a sample from a smaller vessel, something no one could dismiss as a false photograph.
We all told him to stop.
The cut released one black bead. It travelled up the blade, crossed his thumb, and disappeared. He said it had only been cold.
Returning through the hall, he stopped shivering. His breath no longer smoked. The nails darkened; his fingers bent at joints that had not been there.
He admired Mrs. Waite's altered hand. Then he moved toward her mouth too quickly for any human body.
Dunleavy fired three times. At the last shot Pruitt fell, and the camera struck the floor beneath him. Its flash filled the hall with the remembered assembly.
Among those transparent figures something solid crawled upon a tier: greenish, wet, its mouth in its brow, a familiar shawl across its shoulders.
The station contained more than its memories.
The Wrong Door
The crawling thing wore Hattie's shawl, which I had torn from my chest when I seated the key. It must have taken it from the deck while we slept. It withdrew into a duct, knocking the far pattern toward the station's heart.
Dunleavy folded Pruitt's spectacles into his pocket. I recovered the camera. Five unused bulbs remained.
The Sergeant demanded that we return. I said we must first reach the heart; the craft had brought us to be shewn something and would not otherwise move.
He thought turning the key would take him home. When I admitted that I would let us die before opening the door, he put his revolver beneath Mallory's chin and walked past him.
We heard his progress through the ducts. He found a membrane near the crawl, struck it with a policeman's fist, and twisted its centre.
It opened. He reported light ahead.
We had brought every light in that station.
The four of us entered the eye-shaped heart. I laid the Liber upon its empty plinth and knocked. Its walls dissolved into a chart of innumerable worlds, most bearing signs I understood as ownership or attendance.
Our earth lay at the edge within a broken ring. I read it uncertainly: fallow, quarantined, beneath notice. One pale point marked a coast.
A route brightened from our station toward a crowded knot of lights. It did not lead home. Within that brightness I glimpsed a ring of craft, each containing a plinth.
In the ducts Dunleavy said the floor had taken his shoes.
Then he called Pruitt's name.
The boy answered that it did not hurt. His body lay behind us in the hall. The station had retained his voice.
Dunleavy began to scream, slowly, as though what had found him required time.
What Woke the Station
While Dunleavy screamed, a woman knocked behind Mrs. Waite and called a name I shall not write. Mrs. Waite had never given it to me.
She turned with a child's face. Her mother, she said, had knocked that way before going into the water in the spring of 1846.
Her left fingers folded at their fourth joints and reached toward the wall. I caught her wrist and pressed each finger, counting three as she had once counted mine. She did not answer.
Mallory fired into the wall beside her hand.
It tore and bled black. The voice ceased. Mrs. Waite counted at last, but reached four. The new joints remained folded.
Then light passed through the station's ducts. The floor warmed beneath us.
My blood had entered its wall; Pruitt had bled upon its floor; Dunleavy had ceased screaming within it. I understood the awakening as feeding. I cannot prove that understanding; I can record its order.
We fled by the route we had entered.
Pruitt's body had disappeared into a stain. From Dunleavy's open membrane his voice repeated his name and profession. Along the gallery the cradles were closing, and every husk had turned toward the crawl.
The tunnel contracted without fully releasing. At the bend Mrs. Waite dragged me forward by the collar. Kim followed me; Mallory came last. We heard something break. Kim caught my coat while I hauled upon Mrs. Waite, whose arm reached into the tunnel for him.
His left shin bent where no leg should bend.
The Hattie-thing dropped from a duct onto his chest. It held his face tenderly and lowered its brow-mouth toward him.
I fired the camera into that mouth. The dock filled with images; the thing recoiled, unable to distinguish us among them. Mrs. Waite placed Dunleavy's revolver against its brow and spoke Hattie Prentice's name before firing.
It fell into the gap between craft and station, still knocking.
The Hand Within
We dragged Mallory aboard. At the plinth the key was warm again. I pressed its bow and said no.
The craft tore free of its socket. Something caught between the two structures went with the separation. I heard its knocking break and stop.
Through the oval we watched the station recede, every vein alight. Its innumerable apertures were the cradles beneath which we had walked.
Every one was occupied.
Thousands of tall pale figures stood with their hands lowered. In one movement their heads turned to follow us.
Mallory asked whether these were only further images. I could not answer. The images had admitted our lantern-light. The husks had moved between flashes and admitted none. The station might have been remembering its crew; it might have recovered what it remembered.
Mrs. Waite splinted Mallory's leg against her empty rifle.
Then the near knock returned beneath my breastbone. My relief lasted until I counted it against my pulse.
Kim took my pulse at the wrist while I marked the knock. We repeated the comparison. It answered one beat afterward.
That delay belonged to the reflection in my chamber, and to the figures which had turned toward Pruitt's light. I could still press the key and refuse. I no longer knew what kept time beneath my skin. Kim kept my wrist a moment after the counting ended, then reached for her notes.
Upon a leaf of the Liber which I believed blank at Plum Island stood a line in the Paduan's hand: where there is a door, there is a keeper; where the keeper yields, the house stands empty.
I had not finished considering it when a flash lit the deserted aft alcoves.
The camera lay beside me. After my shot at Hattie there should have been four bulbs. I counted three.
Upon the inside of the oval, frost formed a palm with four joints to every finger. It pressed flat against the glass, as a hand presses to keep a door.
It was forming from our side.
The Ring of Keepers
The frost hand thickened when Mrs. Waite breathed upon it. Then it faded from the oval and appeared upon the rib below, upon the deck, and beside the plinth: successive prints, moving without a visible body.
They approached me. The last settled beside my shoulder, at the height of my heart. Mrs. Waite scraped it away. It returned from within the material.
“It has marked you,” she said.
The craft followed the bright route into the Moorage. Lit stations surrounded a central ring of hundreds of hulls like ours. Through their ovals I saw the answer withheld by the chart.
Upon every plinth sat a keeper. No two were of the same kind. Each held a key; each was enclosed within grown ribs so closely fitted that its hand could never leave the bow.
Behind me two ribs had begun growing from our own plinth.
We docked. Through an aperture across the inner gulf, makers and other inhabitants passed at their work. Their bodies cast shadows. None looked toward us.
A dry tick travelled through the ducts. When it stopped, the frost prints crossed our deck and passed through the socket into the station.
Mrs. Waite thought they were reporting.
I pressed the key and refused until my voice failed. The craft remained attached. While we argued, further ribs rose around its seat. The house appeared to intend that I join its keepers.
We had no water, no food, and no means of moving the craft. We went out.
Mrs. Waite bound all eight hands in strips of her petticoat, remembering how the living tunnel had answered our skin. I carried the Liber and Pruitt's camera, with three bulbs remaining. The key stayed in the plinth.
Mallory leaned upon my shoulder, his broken leg splinted to the rifle. Kim steadied him from Mallory's other side. Somewhere below us, the ticking continued.
What the Beadle Sees
We refused the milky fluid sweating from the Moorage's ducts. Our breath smoked in the cold galleries, and in the third gallery the ticking returned.
It quickened, then stopped.
Frost palms advanced along the wall. Mrs. Waite helped Mallory into one cradle, then crowded Kim and me into the next and covered my mouth. Her mother had taught her that the things in the water saw warmth. We breathed into our coats and kept our hands from the wall. Kim was pressed against me, suppressing the cough the cold had brought on.
The creature approached silently. I shall call it the beadle of that house.
Its limbs worked upon pulleys of bone and cables of sinew. Within its open ribs a pale shuttle travelled backward and forward. That motion produced the tick. Around its smooth head, wet lenses screwed outward and examined the air.
One extended through the space outside our membrane until I saw my face in it.
The late knock continued beneath my breast. A frost hand formed opposite it. My nose began bleeding; Mrs. Waite caught the blood before a drop could fall.
The lens withdrew. The tick resumed, and the creature passed.
After we moved, it returned to examine the place where her bloodied palm had rested.
Later Mallory touched the floor with his bare hand while easing his splint. The distant tick turned toward us. When he lifted his hand, it slowed and lost direction.
We had three observations upon which to live. Breath exposed our warmth. Uncovered skin carried the heart through the house. Blood called its servant back. Cloth afforded an imperfect concealment.
In the sixth hour we heard humming and followed it down a shaft. Along the wall below stood lattices fitted closely around living bodies. A stem entered each back; a duct fed each mouth.
The captives resembled us, though every resemblance failed somewhere. One had seven fingers. Another breathed downward. None could turn within its cage.
The oldest had worn her forehead's band smooth.
The Keeping Wall
The eldest captive hummed while rocking through the quarter-inch her cage permitted. Marks beside her hand had recorded an immense succession of days, or years. Their oldest rows were nearly worn away. Then the counting had stopped, though her hand still touched the place.
I thought of the perfect human shape preserved in the dead station's jar. Perhaps these captives were other examples of that pattern, gathered from separate worlds. I record this as the interpretation I then made.
The house fed them, repaired them, and would not let them die.
At my request Mrs. Waite put the kinder knife through the eldest's lattice. The wound closed before us. The humming resumed.
When the ticking approached, every captive became motionless. We lay beneath the cages and copied them. The creature passed without touching anyone.
Farther along, a recently confined prisoner knocked continuously upon his lattice. Mrs. Waite laid her altered left hand against it to quiet him.
The cage opened.
She stared at her four-jointed fingers. The mechanism had accepted her as something belonging to the house.
The freed prisoner straightened, looked down the open gallery, and ran.
The creature unfolded from above an arch. It caught his head, lifted him, and passed his body through its many hands before the moving shuttle. What remained lay upon the floor in ordered strands.
Mallory had raised his shotgun. Mrs. Waite forced it down; the noise would have exposed us all.
We held still beneath the lattices as the lenses turned. Frost advanced toward us, stopped, and faded. The creature examined the empty cage, then withdrew.
“It unmakes what runs,” Mrs. Waite said. “It keeps what stands.”
Mallory looked at his broken leg.
Along the wall, the captives began knocking in their separate rhythms. The eldest resumed her hum. Mrs. Waite held the hand which had opened the cage against her breast.
The Borrowed Knock
By the ninth hour we understood that the house's servant sought me particularly. It paused beside my hiding places, rather than Mallory's or Mrs. Waite's.
The late knock announced my presence. A moment afterward the walls answered it, confusing its precise location. The office had brought its key home; my blood had identified the animal carrying it. I began to think the office itself was my offence.
When a nosebleed finally exposed us, I fired a flash into the ring of lenses. Images of the makers filled the gallery. For several seconds the creature could not distinguish their light from our bodies. We escaped.
Two bulbs remained.
In a cold duct we slept briefly. Mallory drank the milky fluid because his lips had split. I drank also. Mrs. Waite refused. Before sleeping she counted her fingers, reached four, and began again.
From beyond our membrane her own voice counted after her.
One. Two. Three. Four. Then five.
Her mouth was shut against my coat. The ticking passed outside.
“Whatever we do twice, it learns,” she said.
I conceived a plan that did not sufficiently consider her warning. Leaving Mrs. Waite and Mallory in the duct, Kim and I walked openly through the galleries and let the knock draw the creature after me. For an hour it followed. Then the ticking ceased behind me, and I returned, pleased with myself.
Before I reached our hiding place, I heard the near pattern upon its membrane.
Mrs. Waite answered gladly, believing it mine.
By the time I rounded the passage, the creature's hand rested upon her shoulder. She stood motionless. Ribs rose around her, joined across her back, and closed over her brow. The floor swallowed the completed cage.
Mallory remained hidden behind her.
It had learned my refusal and used it as an invitation.
The Fourth Joint
Kim stayed beside me as I followed the pulse of the house swallowing and found Mrs. Waite at the keeping wall. The creature was smoothing her new lattice. I hid opposite until it left.
We crossed the open floor slowly, breathing into our collars. Kim lowered herself beside me when I reached the cage.
The stem had entered her back. A milky bead waited at her mouth. She said her joints no longer ached; the cage held her so she could not fall. In a year, she feared, she would thank it.
My bound hand did nothing upon the lattice.
I unwrapped the left and allowed my forefinger the movement I had resisted since December. It folded between its ordinary joints. There was no pain, only the relief of ceasing to hold something rigid.
It would not straighten again.
I pressed that hand upon her cage. The lattice opened; the stem withdrew.
Overhead the ticking stopped.
We lay beneath the keeping wall with our faces in our coats. The creature examined the empty cage. My knock answered from the surrounding walls until I could not distinguish the original. Along the entire row the captives remained still.
It passed. Mrs. Waite clung to me, and this time I counted her fingers for her.
We returned to Mallory. Within the hour his cracked lip bled upon another cradle. The creature found us.
I fired the second bulb. Before the light came, every lens shuttered. The glare struck closed lids. It had learned.
“It shut its eyes,” Kim said. “The light still made it do something.”
She was right. For that instant its protection was blindness.
One bulb remained.
Mallory fired both barrels into the open ribs. The shuttle faltered; the wounds closed; the ticking resumed. Those were his last shells. The creature withdrew overhead and circled, waiting for us to move or submit.
“A thing that ticks is wound,” Mrs. Waite said. “Something winds it.”
We followed at a distance. After every circuit it descended toward the same well.
The Winding Post
At the bottom of the well stood a column with a projecting arm. The creature rested against it while the arm turned within its back. Each revolution drew the shuttle farther along its track.
When the arm withdrew, I recognised the opening it had occupied. The keyhole matched the key I had carried beneath my skin.
At the post's foot lay a collection of objects. Among them was a spent foil lamp.
The unexplained flash aboard our craft had not been a memory. The creature had examined Pruitt's supplies before we met it. We had been teaching it longer than we knew.
Our plan used what that teaching had established.
Blood would summon it. A motionless person would occupy its hands while a cage formed. The stolen knock could turn its attention; the remaining flash would make it blind itself. During that interval I would reach the keyhole.
Mallory offered to be kept. His leg prevented flight, and the creature had already treated him as something awaiting storage. We believed our altered hands could afterward release him.
Kim accompanied me back for the key. Our movement drew the tick away from the others.
The cage had closed over the craft's empty plinth. I forced my hand through a narrow gap. The ribs tightened and cut my wrist. Kim braced her feet and pulled back at my coat's waist. The counter-pull strained her left wrist. I caught the bow and pulled.
The key came free. Every duct went dark. The cage slackened; the socket membrane hung lifeless. I had disabled the craft that had carried us there.
Outside, the tick stopped. I stood bleeding with the key in my fist.
Then it hurried away toward the well.
Mallory had begun before I returned. He had cut his palm with the kinder knife and laid it against the floor, offering blood the creature could reach without pursuit.
Kim and I ran after it. I carried the only key we possessed.
The Turning
Mallory sat beside the winding post, his cut hand upon the floor. Mrs. Waite was hidden. The creature reached him before Kim and I did and laid a hand upon his shoulder.
He did not run or freeze. He waited while the lattice grew around both legs and the stem entered his back.
“Professor,” he said. “It's warm.”
The creature bent over the cage. Its keyhole faced me.
Kim crouched beside me behind the post. When I approached, the knock beneath my breast turned its lenses toward me. A frost hand appeared upon my coat.
Mrs. Waite knocked from the other side of the post. She had concealed herself beneath her coat among the collected objects, breathing through the wool. The dome turned toward the borrowed pattern.
I fired the last bulb.
It shuttered its lenses. During that chosen blindness I climbed its back, leaving Kim directly below, and drove the key between its shoulders.
I pressed the bow and said no.
Nothing happened. The dome turned completely around. Its hands reached for me.
Mrs. Waite climbed from the other side and covered the nearest lenses with her altered palm. For one beat it accepted her touch. Then a cable left its pulley, pierced her hand, and bound her forearm against the head.
She held on. The fingers of her other hand folded at new joints around the collar.
“Read it,” she told me.
Where the keeper yields, the house stands empty.
I had mistaken the lock for a door to hold shut. This was the house's keeper. A keeper could be made to yield, and my hand already knew the movement.
I turned the key. Three degrees. Four.
The relief was sweeter than anything I had known since October. I said yes.
The shuttle stopped. The lenses dulled. Its breast opened between the ribs, revealing no organs, but an angle through which the air began to drain.
What We Could Not Open
Mrs. Waite fell when the cable slackened. Kim steadied her with her right hand while I unwound it from her arm and bound the torn palm with the last strips of her petticoat.
She drew my head close and whispered the name her mother's voice had called. The Unsworn spent names when the cold had won. She gave hers to me, and I shall not give it to the reader.
Then she examined her right hand. Its fingers had acquired the fourth joints also. She counted them, rose to her knees, and lived.
The creature stood empty, its breast framing a passage. Within it I thought I saw grey water over black rock.
Around us the house was closing its wounds. Mallory's lattice thickened; its ribs pressed his fingers back inside.
I applied my altered hand. Mrs. Waite tried both hers.
Nothing opened.
“What changed since her cage opened?” Kim asked.
The beadle had yielded. I believed its absence had removed the authority our copied joints imitated. Whatever the cause, our hands could not release him.
The shotgun was empty. Mrs. Waite had spent the revolver's last cartridge upon Hattie. We had watched the house repair the wound made by the kinder knife. I could offer him no mercy.
Mallory looked past me toward the open breast. He asked where it led. I said I thought it might lead home.
He told us to go. Someone must write the record.
A regard descended the well. Frost hands appeared above us with five joints, six, seven, advancing down its walls.
I recovered the key from the creature's back. Mrs. Waite pressed her torn hand once against Mallory's cage. Then she took mine. Kim caught my other sleeve with her right hand, and the three of us stepped over the lowest rib together.
Behind us Mallory knocked twice, paused, and knocked twice again.
He was still keeping the door when we passed through it.
The Two Pictures
The passage had no measurable length. Cold entered through our clothing and bones. Pressure closed about us; my ears burst. Mrs. Waite's hand remained in mine. Kim held my other arm with her right hand; when we fell, blood ran from her ear also.
Then the place we had left and the place we approached occupied the same sight. The makers' chart stood through a New England sky. The Moorage's ribs crossed a winter wood. Neither picture faded as the other appeared.
We fell through the looking-glass onto the pine boards of my upper room.
It was a winter dawn. The glass remained covered, its cloth undisturbed. I held the key. The Liber was still in my satchel.
From the window I saw Garrison Street beneath snow, a milk-wagon, and the grey Miskatonic. Through them rose the pale ribs of another architecture. The wagon passed through one without its driver noticing.
Threads of the chart crossed the sky from a point above my room. Frost hands pressed from within every window. Behind the milkman and a passing woman moved tall shapes of light, keeping step a beat late.
Our three reflections stood in the window, and behind Mrs. Waite a fourth figure. It turned after she turned. Looking directly behind us, I found only wallpaper.
I waited for the near knock.
It came. Then my heart.
The interval had reversed. My body followed what it had formerly preceded.
Mrs. Hale knocked upon the door: twice, pause, twice. She had heard the three of us return. She said she had kept the glass covered as I had instructed, and had refused the knocking every night since I left.
I had given her no such instruction.
Mrs. Waite raised her newly folded right hand toward the panel. It kept time with the knock beneath my breastbone.
Behind us, under the cloth upon the glass, something began to tick.
The Court Without Its Veil
Upon January the thirteenth I collapsed before I could answer Mrs. Hale. My burst ears, exhaustion, and loss of blood provide an ordinary account. They do not account for what occupied the following six hours.
I floated again before the court. Blood left my nose in globes, but no longer drifted aimlessly. Each joined a line pointing toward something beyond my sight.
The visitant waited in its pharaoh's robes. Its forefinger bore the same fourth joint as mine.
WAS IT NOT SWEET?
My hand repeated the turning before I could answer.
I recited what I believed I had learned: stations among the stars, makers guarding worlds, a parliament, an earth neglected within its broken ring. The court let me finish. Then the visitant stepped aside.
The impressions permitted in earlier audiences had not prepared me for this exposure. The court surrounded me so completely that I seemed a pebble at the bottom of its well.
Yog-Sothoth appeared as globes crowded without end. In each, another moment of our passage existed now: the rising hull, Mallory winding his watch, my hand upon the key.
The Gate denied my voyage. The darkness was a floor; our route, one grain of one board. Every doorway the makers cut was cut within it.
In another globe all human history lay as dust upon a windowsill. Something passed outside, stirred it, and continued without looking.
Below the globes, Azathoth seethed among dancers and pipers. The piping drew my heart faster until it seemed to crack and stop.
The visitant raised one finger. The sound diminished. My heart resumed with a catch.
The chart's innumerable worlds, it said, were a mote within one note. Even the owners of our owners danced to that music.
They did not know they danced.
The Owners of the Owners
The court continued over me, each voice arriving through the body rather than the ears. I give its statements as statements received in that condition, not conclusions a scholar could independently establish.
A yellow fold entered the dark. The others named it Hastur. Its decree stripped the skin from my hands without interrupting its delivery.
The hall I had called a parliament was a vestry. Its occupants reckoned what was owed. The vast presence in its highest niche was only a minor clerk. Our oldest buildings, the decree said, were still wet.
Black water rose around me. Father Dagon lifted me in a hand broad as a coast. Its careless grip broke my ribs; the attention of one pale-gold eye burned toward the knock beneath my breast.
Another voice reminded it that I was wanted. The hand opened. In the drift my body restored itself, though the pain remained.
Dagon spoke of the Order: they swore its oath while turning toward the Refashioner. The shipmaster Marsh's bargain had concerned fish and gold. Then it mentioned another transaction.
Its children beneath the reef looked through the eye in the water. They had seen where I went. They would want the road.
I took that warning for a boast.
The darkness crowded with a teeming maternal shape, named Shub-Niggurath. It answered my tears before the jar. The human form arose upon many fields; ours was one among innumerable growths.
The keeping wall preserved examples as seed against a future cultivation. The eldest humming captive belonged to an earlier growth. Our kind already had its place there.
I felt an imagined lattice close about my ribs and a stem warm my back. My joints ceased aching. For a moment my body wished to thank it.
Mrs. Waite had described that kindness accurately.
The Buried Thing
The sleeper beneath the deep turned without waking. I saw part of its head, the drifting feelers, a folded wing; the rest exceeded my sight.
Its dream filled my lungs with sea-water. A city of green stone stood within it, and a name entered my mouth. I continue to withhold that name.
The sleeper laughed at my omission.
It corrected the broken ring upon the makers' chart. A field might remain fallow because something lay buried which cultivation must not disturb. It slept in our field. It was not what was buried there.
The pale point upon the coast had marked a Seat, not our craft.
Then I was drawn toward He Who Refashions. The line of my blood ended upon its living flank, where altered mouths received each drop. The countless hearts in that body knocked together. My damaged heart began trying to match them.
Hands examined me gently. They unfolded joints I had never counted, opened my ribs, lifted my face, and returned each part to its former position.
NOT YET.
It said the Outside was the other side of a wall. I had taken down that wall. Our cities occupied the lid of something we had mistaken for the world.
The collectors kept the human shape. It finished the shape.
The hollow measured for me remained upon its flank. Beside it stood others: a laundry-reddened hand, a torn palm with four-jointed fingers, a child's. All our dead and unborn would scarcely fill a hand's breadth of that body.
Messengers passed wearing Pruitt's face, Dunleavy's, Hattie's, and the others we had lost. They discarded them as masks.
I could not make those appearances into proof that my companions survived within them. The court had already shewn how little resemblance established.
When I could count again, my own hand stopped at four.
The Verdict
The visitant returned before my face and removed the features it had borrowed from me. Beneath them stood a black human outline, and behind that outline further masks extending into the dark.
It named itself Nyarlathotep.
What I had tentatively named in October now supplied its own name. I record the distinction, though I cannot call the confession a reassurance.
It said that turning a key was the most interesting act my kind had performed. I had learned one word of a book I could not lift. The second was written where it was white.
Then the court delivered its verdict.
I had said yes in another house. Its keeper had yielded. Where no keeper remained, no wall remained; what had been outside was within.
The consequence would arrive as a tide.
I saw clocks disagree, all running fast. Frost palms entered standing water. A carpenter's square ceased fitting corners which a protractor still declared true. Streets returned walkers from the wrong direction. The sea at Innsmouth thickened into a membrane and drained southward.
People stood motionless while something unseen counted them. A pale ring appeared among the stars.
These were visions of a process, not evidence that every event had already occurred.
The court shewed a thing the size of a melon upon a rock beneath grey water, with small corrected forms gathered around it. It said this was the one that had entered through my crack at the reef. It had eaten nothing and kept everything.
Finally the visitant promised that the man I had left confined would walk free through a dead hand. The unkept door led downhill, toward the root of our house, where the first keeper sat.
I saw a white plain, violet pinnacles, and a low sun that did not set.
No road to it was yet mine to choose.
Found Fit
The court turned its whole attention upon me. Under that combined regard my heart seemed to crouch within its broken shell.
THOU HAST PASSED.
The visitant pressed a hand against my breast as though holding a cracked vessel together. I had travelled the grain, entered the assembly without being counted, stood before the keeping wall without remaining there, and turned the key in the well.
These had been trials. I was found fit.
Since All Hallows I had believed myself accused: first for looking, afterward for refusing, finally for yielding. Now I understood another possibility. A key is tried to discover whether it turns.
I asked whether I was fit to keep or to open. No answer came.
They directed me south, where it was white. I felt my heart turn upon its roots like a compass finding its pole. The knock preceded it from the southern side of my breast.
The frost would shew the way, and my blood.
Their approval was worse than the sentence I had expected. I had mistaken my resistance for evidence that their purposes and mine were opposed.
Last, the visitant held up a glass. When I raised my hand, the reflected hand had moved already.
I woke upon the pine boards. Mrs. Waite pressed my breastbone; Mrs. Hale knelt beside a basin. Kim read the time she had noted beside my fall. Her voice held steady until she said my name. Then she began again with the figures. Six hours had passed. It was afternoon.
The blood came from my nose and ruptured ears. Beneath Mrs. Waite's palm remained a coin-sized bruise, blue within a yellow rim. My heart retained its catch.
The audience was already losing its edges, as a dream does in daylight. I refused both bed and the proposed physician until I could test whether it had told me anything my waking records did not contain.
I asked for the trunk.
The Altered Witness
On the afternoon of January the thirteenth, I crossed the ten feet to Holt's trunk upon my hands and knees. Beside it the covered glass ticked steadily. Its cloth stirred with each small sound.
The hasp remained fast, but the lid stood a finger's breadth above its seat. In October it had done this at midnight. The daylight offered no restraint.
I opened it and laid the Necronomicon upon my knees. Kim sat beside me; what I told her of the court remained my account, never hers.
Holt's memoranda claimed that he had stolen the authentic text from the University in 1929 and substituted a counterfeit. I had believed him. I had also wondered whether, in his madness, he had confused the two.
What I found made that distinction less serviceable.
In November I had pencilled a translation beside the Gate passage: not in the spaces we know, but between them. My English remained. The Latin now read along their grain, as along the grain of wood.
The ink looked centuries old. A worm-hole passed through the altered word. There was no erasure.
The Gate had spoken of that grain six hours before.
At the account of the daemon-sultan, the supposed missing text was a blank third of a page. The visitant had said that it said nothing. I began to read the vacancy as part of the statement.
Beneath the familiar couplet about death lay a gloss in my own hand: nor yet is it that which is buried. I had not written it knowingly.
The Innsmouth leaf's reverse, formerly blank, now bore characters legible only in reflection. I used the dark window rather than uncover the ticking glass.
What the deep takes in, it sees through; what it sees, its children see.
Dagon's warning had acquired a second witness. It was a witness whose testimony had changed while its paper retained the appearance of age.
The Date Not Reached
I opened the Liber beside the Necronomicon, attempting to make two witnesses answer one another.
Above the earliest recorded Warden stood a new line in an older hand: the first keeper sits at the root of the house, where it is white.
In the Arab's account of the cold waste and its ancient Seat, a gloss in my handwriting declared that all roads run downhill. The ink had browned with age. I had first heard those words that day.
The book returned to the Gate passage. Another note, also mine, remained wet enough to stain my finger: a key is tried in the wards to discover whether it will turn. Tried. Fit.
Below it stood the first of February, 1932.
The day was January the thirteenth.
My folded finger had held the pen when I collapsed. I had been absent six hours. I could neither prove nor disprove that I had written this. Kim had not seen me write. She had watched for breathing, not every movement of the pen. Her presence did not account for the gloss.
One final line directed me downward, following frost and blood. A drop from my nose fell below it and lay still. The window's frost hands still pointed upward. Whatever the instruction promised had not yet begun there.
Mrs. Waite asked me to put the book away.
Afterward Mrs. Hale explained her instructions. On January the sixth Dr. Armitage had telephoned, speaking in my name. He told her to cover the glasses, taught her the near knock, and left a number for my return. She had called it that morning; a Federal voice answered.
The suspicious message had an ordinary origin. The synchrony of her knock with mine remained unexplained.
She had also sat outside my door on several nights, her palm against it, without knowing why.
The ticking beneath the cloth stayed even. Mrs. Waite had listened throughout my collapse. It did not approach or search. She thought something was being wound.
The Tide Begins
Upon January the fourteenth, Arkham's clocks began to disagree. Mrs. Hale's gained four minutes overnight. The church and University differed by a quarter-hour. By the evening of the fifteenth, every clock along Garrison Street ran fast.
The town blamed the electric time-service and set them back.
I tested my room. The carpenter's square fitted the door-jamb, but stood away from the corner above the wash-stand. The protractor still measured ninety degrees. Repeating the test increased the discrepancy.
An Unsworn boy arrived from Rowley on the fifteenth. His note reported that Innsmouth harbour had remained glass-like since the seventh. Gulls stood upon it without flying. A pale skin climbed Devil Reef, and the Order's boats had left their private stairs.
The final warning said the Order had sent men to Arkham. They knew what I had seen above the earth.
That afternoon a stranger followed Mrs. Hale from the fishmonger and asked whether I was well after my journey. She had told no one of it. From the window I saw two men with the Innsmouth look watching the house.
Mrs. Waite said those beneath the reef were coming ashore at Plum Island to ask the Federal men for things. Whatever grew at the reef frightened them also.
That night a frost hand appeared within the water of my ewer, below its surface, though the stove was alight.
Kim held the candle while I examined it. I poured it into the snow.
Lying awake afterward, I distinguished a new rhythm beneath the mirror's cloth: a hurried sequence of clicks, then the slower tick.
I had heard that hurried sound throughout the climb. Mallory made it when turning the crown of his fully wound watch, again and again, unable to sleep.
I rose and uncovered the glass. Mrs. Waite stood behind me with the kinder knife; Kim came to my side.
The Dead Hand
During the night of January the fifteenth, with Kim beside me, my reflection returned one beat late. Beneath it lay the well of the Moorage.
I touched blood from my lip to the glass. The remembered depth became clear.
The house was swallowing its emptied beadle. Its feet had sunk into the floor; as the body leaned, one long hand descended across Mallory's cage.
He had worked his fingers through the tightening lattice until the ribs stripped them to the bone. In his other hand he kept winding the watch.
When the dead fingers reached him, he hooked one, drew the palm against the lattice, and pressed.
The cage opened.
Our altered hands had failed. The beadle's own hand retained an authority we had believed extinguished. Mallory used it. No one came to release him.
He fell forward, then stood upon both legs. The house had repaired the broken shin because it preserved what it kept.
The beadle had sunk to its hips. Its open breast still drew a draught, though the passage was approaching the floor. Mallory crossed to it, knocked the near pattern upon a rib, and went through.
The glass turned white.
He knelt in snow beneath a low sun. Behind him stood a pale door-frame amid half-buried walls of dark stone. Violet pinnacles marked the distance.
Over that white land rose the same ribs which stood through Arkham. Threads crossed its sky.
He examined his watch. I could not hear him, though I believed I understood the movement of his lips: it was everywhere.
I knocked against the glass. He did not turn.
The view slipped away. My reflection returned. The ticking stopped and did not resume.
At dawn the frost hands upon the windows had turned. Their fingers, all along Garrison Street, pointed south.
The Last Entry
Henry Armitage came on January the sixteenth. He rang the street-door bell rather than shaping any knock.
Salt stiffened his coat; two fingers were bandaged. He requested a drop of blood from each of us.
He gave his own first, using a sterilised lancet and a clean steel plate. It remained a round red bead. Mrs. Waite's lay still beside it. Mine did also. Kim submitted the same test; her drop remained still.
Only then did he sit down. The stillness answered that test alone.
Contaminated blood, he explained, would have climbed the steel toward the whole. He had spent ten days at Innsmouth with the Coast Guard, a Navy surgeon, and unnamed Federal men, examining what had entered through my crack at the reef.
I told him what the court had said. He asked about Mallory, and covered his eyes while I described the cage and the white land.
We spoke until the lamp was lit. He required the court's statements twice, and the precise movement of the key. Three degrees. Four.
He had brought Kim's earlier packet from the Library. She set her copied dates beside my account.
“These can confirm what preceded our departure,” she said. “I was in the well too. I cannot certify what came back with us. Nor do these excuse the turning.”
Armitage asked for this journal. Someone who had not been in the well must judge this account; the door might already be directing its recorder's hand.
I thought of the reflection which had lifted its hand before mine. The knock came before my heart. I could no longer be certain which of us began a sentence.
Tonight, January the sixteenth, I give this record into Henry Armitage's hands, with Mrs. Waite as witness. The key remains in my coat. The glass is covered. Mallory's watch has not sounded since the white. The frost hands point south.
Someone else must record what follows. I must be the man it happens to.
I am done writing.